My niche in blogosphere

Whoa, it's been some time I posted, isn't it? Yah, more than one month. Actually, been busy with my masters thesis stuff. I don't know when I'm gonna get done with it. I so badly want to get over with it though. Mind just gets flushed when I think about how I wasted my one year. I really feel bad about it. Well, it's of no use now. I gotta move ahead and rectify my mistakes. From Fall I'm going to start my PhD and then I'm gonna keep myself so busy that would remove all of my guilt. I want to punish myself and teach myself that how important time is. Talking about time, I'm gonna take sometime off and enjoy my stay back home for 3 months, in India. I just hope these ghosts of wasting my time wont haunt me there, otherwise it'd screw all my plans. I am really disappointed with "me" but I know how to bring a change in me. I just want to charge my battery, which I'm gonna do staying back home and then I want to see the drive in me. All the drive was lost this last year. There are quite a few reasons of that happening; one being away from home for little too long, I'm a very family oriented and sentimental person, became too nostaligic and then it was a tough time. Some fuel to that was added by some instances around me, which I don't think are worth mentionable. Then I didn't have any financial aid so I could not take courses and that kept me away from school. Moreover, I worked as a night staff, that messed up my mind all together. And the most important reason is: I lost myself. The person in me as I know of was lost. However, I won't let these things discourage me, to err is human. I believe Impossible is Nothing. I would rise again and bring the best of me and then I won't have time even to see how far I came.